my fault

Alright I'm listening. Maybe not acting fully, but I hear... But yea I often can preach it but don't listen to what I'm saying as something I should hear... My fault for jumping to conclusions. I really do mean to look out but come off hypocritical. ego, fear Louise would say...I wanna get better but I guess I punish myself for not following my own rules, she would also say... But for realz, I got my own shit. I actually listened to what I was saying and looked at something I was ignoring... I mean it's easier to just expect other people to be on their shit so you don't got to.